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The person’s face is angled downwards, with their blonde braids flowing over their shoulders as clear fishing string flows in and out of each needle piercing. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/P2876601369770557409249256066528/IM-II.jpg A person wearing a fishnet body suit and tied with jute rope leans forward, with an anonymous person behind them wearing latex gloves re-tying and adjusting the rope. The person in front is bleeding from their forehead with their mouth hung open in ecstasy, https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/I2902053659297646469004624448992/Immobility-Appendage-I-web.jpg A close up image of a white person’s back with 13 needles piercing through marked locations on each side of the back. The person’s face is angled downwards, with their blonde braids flowing over their shoulders as clear fishing string flows in and out of each needle piercing. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/Z2959229162809034970012545502688/IM-Detail-3-cropped.jpg A tableau of the aftermath of the performance. A person kneels wearing a black fishnet bodysuit, thigh harnesses, a rope chest harness with their blond braids cascading over the top. The string, zip ties, extra rope, blood, and goblet from the scene sit askew on top of plastic sheeting and absorbent pads. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/V2965968921652396025757145132694/IM-II-Secondary.jpg A person with jute rope chest harness on their knees after a performance. Their two long blonde braids run down their chest atop a black fishnet body suit. Alongside them is a goblet, extra rope, a plastic tarp, and pools of blood. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/S2966076643148408395612505530040/IM-II-left-grid-image.jpg A blonde white person with 8 18g needles in their forehead. They have a blonde mullet a long braid on either side. A caribeaner hangs subletly right above their head. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/D2967083177600832756795546324448/-1-IM-1-left-grid.jpg An image of a person kneeling at a prayer bench while being pierced by an outstretched arm wearing mesh and a black latex glove. The dominatrix’s black wavy is in the frame. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/X2967083252734421369014550056416/-2-IM-I-middle-grid.jpg An image of a person kneeling at a prayer bench while being pierced by an outstretched arm wearing mesh and a black latex glove. One of the needles is being adjusted in the middle of the piercee’s back with a pair of chrome medical forceps. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/S2967083320968927697666181484000/-3-IM-I--rightgrid-.jpg An image of a person kneeling at a prayer bench weaning all white head to toe. A needle is being adjusted on the second column on their back by Mistrix Sunmi who wears a mesh suit, latex gloves, and glasses. https://maehoward.com/tetherings 2026-06-20T15:18:36+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/T2876583466854945736728931257824/Immobility-Appendage-Polaroid.jpg A nest of burnt medical tubing hangs suspended by an l-hook in an open gallery. The windows to the left cast a shadow on the ground that is interlaced with that of the sculpture. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/R2902048313726361813155918958048/-.jpg Burned medical tubing with golden crust hangs suspended by light pink resistance band. Documentation by Perri Cohl https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/F2902048482956791945367345483232/_MG_1355-web.jpg Medical tubing twists into itself with white resistance bands melted onto golden crust as bandage like gauze. Documentation by Perri Cohl https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/I2914954919021129462728019832470/_MG_1351.jpg Burnt medical tubing torpedoes downwards, casting a twisted shadow outwards on the concrete gallery floor. Documentation by Perri Cohl https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/L2959151652486576062049054674400/The-Tetherings-Core-Image.jpg A nest of burnt medical tubing hangs suspended by an l-hook in an open gallery. The windows to the left cast a shadow on the ground that is interlaced with that of the sculpture. https://maehoward.com/offerings-to-bob-flanagan 2026-09-18T20:41:29+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/T2876583466854945736728931257824/Immobility-Appendage-Polaroid.jpg A brown leather MR 10 chair with leather corset lacing sits in front of a black monitor and speaker bar sitting on a chrome and orange low boy stand. The image on screen is of a plain bed with white sheets. The yellow subtitles read “with a fist raised as the protest goes on outside,” an homage to <a href="https://topicalcream.org/features/sick-woman-theory">Johanna Hedva’s 2016 Sick Woman Theory </a> https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/O2902037089841823652726657306080/Seated-Video-Installation.jpg A brown leather MR 10 chair with leather corset lacing sits in front of a black monitor and speaker bar sitting on a chrome and orange low boy stand. The image on screen is of a plain bed with white sheets. The yellow subtitles read “with a fist raised as the protest goes on outside,” an homage to <a href="https://topicalcream.org/features/sick-woman-theory">Johanna Hedva’s 2016 Sick Woman Theory </a> https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/W2966051774557767049628395003576/-1-Offerings-to-Bob-Flanagan-left.png Image of a bedroom with a woven green blanket and blue heating pad sprawled across the bed. A small lamp lights up the left hand side in the corner. The yellow subtitles read “I am trying to manage the pain like a good gimp” https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/H2966063258799651066394268163768/-3-Offerings-to-Bob-Flanagan-right.png A dark screen with yellow subtitles that read “and the disdain for disabled bodies” https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/D2966064299196016823612979306168/08b.jpg A black monitor and speaker bar sit mounted on a chrome and orange low boy stand. On the monitor is a shot of a bed with white sheets, and a woven green weighted blanket. A blue heating pad is obscured by yellow subtitles that read “How I am overworking myself like a rabbit running in circles back the pain pills” https://maehoward.com/crip-gimp 2026-06-20T15:18:36+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/T2876583466854945736728931257824/Immobility-Appendage-Polaroid.jpg An aluminum medical divider screen with a silk triptych featuring Mae, a white person in leather bondage in a sex swing with the cannula connected from their nose to their oxygen concentrator in front of Bay windows. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/K2959136303061512792773412310496/MaeHoward_CripGimp2026-WEB.jpg A white person with short blonde hair lays in a leather sex swing in front of Bay windows, facing the camera. Their oxygen concentrator cannula trails down from their nose beyond the frame of the sex swing. The image hangs suspended from a sharp chrome multi hook gambrel frame on wheels, primarily used to suspend large meat carcasses. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/D2959136695903374586492023524832/Crip-Gimp-After-Voss-Installation-Flow-Web.jpg An aluminum medical divider screen with a silk triptych featuring Mae, a white person in leather bondage in a sex swing with the cannula connected from their nose to their oxygen concentrator in front of Bay windows. https://maehoward.com/lift-series 2026-06-20T15:18:36+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/T2876583466854945736728931257824/Immobility-Appendage-Polaroid.jpg A bariatric lift leans low in a gallery with wooden floors. An iron meat hook hangs precariously from two nipple clamps. The hook holds the center weight of the chain lifting the trapeze handle from the ground. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/L2901948074100618531378728062432/Velocity-of-a-swing.jpg A bariatric lift leans low in a gallery with wooden floors. An iron meat hook hangs precariously from two nipple clamps. The hook holds the center weight of the chain lifting the trapeze handle from the ground. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/Y2914992512692341687624702520982/Icarus.png A tall chrome hoyer lift with a spreader bar sits in an empty gallery with wooden floors. An aluminum bust hangs suspended in chain from two points in the shoulder blades; the bust is slightly misshapen and deformed. https://maehoward.com/exo-1 2026-09-18T20:38:24+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/N2876576315642564169894475386336/Immobility-Appendage-crppped.jpg M. holding down Mae’s pierced body on the massage table. M. is wearing a face mask and latex apron with latex gloves. Mae is wearing a hood and laying on their stomach. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/L2876615917094294865486175063520/780_0557.jpg Gloved handles pulling needles from Mae’s back with chain with a masked audience in the background. Blood drips down the side of Mae’s back onto the plastic wrapped massage table. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/U2876617760182282246102315224544/780_0534-copy.jpg A close up of Mae in their hood laying on the massage table with a dental lamp illuminating the front section of their back. The excess chain woven into Mae’s back from the needles hangs off the massage table. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/J2876620862186765681100514971104/780_0532.jpg A white person with piercings spanning the length of their body from shoulder to heel cord laying on a massage table. The bright light of the dental lamp glows in the top central area of the image frame. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/C2876623738938057232031379934688/780_0512.jpg M. holding down Mae’s pierced body on the massage table. M. is wearing a face mask and latex apron with latex gloves. Mae is wearing a hood and laying on their stomach. https://maehoward.com/between-the-skin-and-flesh,-a-thing 2026-10-14T20:33:27+00:00 always 0.5 https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/A3180897688937369819821256498872/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_05.jpg Material. II, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 ¼ x 33 ¼ inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue. Material. III, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 35 x 42 inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by Jess Dayan. Material. I, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 32 11/16 x 48 inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue. Symptom I, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 ⅝ x 34 ⅞ inches. Made in Collaboration with Fluent; Photographed by Gabriella N. Báez. Image Description: 4 transparent leather hides are suspended in the air with airline cable and clamps attached to each side. The room is painted dark brown with spotlights angled from above and below onto each print. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/U3180900249511467947370406764216/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_011.jpg Material. I, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 32 11/16 x 48 inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue. Image Description: A detailed photographic image of an image printed atop a leather hide with four clips on the top and four clips on the bottom. The texture of the plastic in the photograph is illuminated by the transparent qualities of the leather. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/S3180900249456127715149278109368/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_08.jpg Material. II, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 ¼ x 33 ¼ inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue. Image Description: A detailed photographic image of a transparent horse hide hung by clamps and airline cables against a brown wall. Textural imprints of the ink moving through the leather compliments with the strings running vertically in the image. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/W3180900249327000506633311248056/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_01.jpg Symptom V, 2025. Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 1/4 x 33 inches. Made in Collaboration with Fluent; Photographed by Gabriella N. Báez. Material. II, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 ¼ x 33 ¼ inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue. Material. III, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 35 x 42 inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by Jess Dayan. Image Description: Three leather hides hang from the ceiling attached to airline cable and clips. The left hide and middle hide are vertical while the right hide is horizontal. The prints are lit by brown painted lamps, illuminuating the varying color hues of each hide. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/A3180900249474574459222987660984/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_09.jpg Symptom I, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 ⅝ x 34 ⅞ inches. Made in Collaboration with Fluent; Photographed by Gabriella N. Báez. Image Description: A detailed photographic image of a transparent horse hide hung by clamps and airline cables against a brown wall. The textural imprints of the subject in the photograph mirror the veinous texture of the leather object. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/I3180900249437680971075568557752/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_07.jpg Symptom V, 2025. Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 1/4 x 33 inches. Made in Collaboration with Fluent; Photographed by Gabriella N. Báez. Image Description: A transparent leather hide with an image printed on top with varying transparent and opaque textures with three clips on the top and three on the bottom. The image prominently features the texture of leather pants due to the crinkled quality of the print as a result of the printing process. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/C3180900249363893994780730351288/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_03.jpg Material. IV, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve 40 x 42 inches Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by blue Image Description: A transparent leather hide hangs off of the brown wall with a series of clamps and airline cable. The AC Duct hangs above the print alongside a series of gallery light. There is one small painted brown light casting a yellow shadow positioned below the print. <gallery-grid gutter="1rem"><media-item hash="I3180900249437680971075568557752"><figcaption class="caption" slot="caption">Symptom V, 2025. Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 48 1/4 x 33 inches. Made in Collaboration with Fluent; Photographed by Gabriella N. Báez. Image Description: A transparent leather hide with an image printed on top with varying transparent and opaque textures with three clips on the top and three on the bottom. The image prominently features the texture of leather pants due to the crinkled quality of the print as a result of the printing process. https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/K3180900249493021203296697212600/260912_AIRGallery_Installs_G3_010.jpg Material. III, 2025, Transparent horse leather hide, film photograph, pressure clamp, airline cable, cord grip connector, magnets, crimping loop sleeve, 35 x 42 inches. Made in Collaboration with M. Celeste and Jess Dayan; Photographed by Jess Dayan. Image Description: A transparent hide with a thick image full of black, white, and grey contrasts printed atop the leather. 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